Getting Worst...

I'm getting worst...
My homeworks I pass up is not what I did...
I copied...

I'm getting worst...
I'm reading comics when teachers are teaching...
I'm bad...

I'm getting worst...
Teachers chose me to be a prefect but I din't do it well...
I betrayed...

I'm getting worst...
I don't listen to my parents anymore...
I'm sorry...

I'm getting worst...
I scolded my friends and made them unhappy...
I'm inhuman...

So many things I've done to hurt my friends...
So many things I've done to hurt my family...
So many things I've done to hurt myself...

I'm sorry...
I'll try to change...
I hope I can turn out better...

Is this a phase in life ?
Is this a problem I'm having ??
Is this even normal ???

I don't think I'm suitable to be a prefect...
I don't think I'm suitable to be in the first class...
I don't think I'm suitable to have such great friends and family...

Sigh...
I'm sorry... =(

*I'll try to change... =(