Midnight~

I feel tired and I'm listening to some sad songs while emoing. I wanna sleep le but my fingers suddenly click on my blog so.... I got nothing to write and it's like 1am now. Wednesday is exam le. Why am I feeling so down now... =( Something is aching in my heart but I dunno wat. I've been wanting to post my true feelings on the blog... I dun think anybody will be reading my blog since it's been abandoned for quite some time. Well then, here it goes:

I think I dun have true friends. I'm smiling on the outside but they don't actually talk to me much. Yi Ern is always with Khei Lai and Joey. Hooi Shin and Meng Yeng are also with Yi Ern, Khei Lai and Joey. Wan Nee is closer to Aevyn and Sin Yee. Saw Hui, Aevyn and Sin Yee are a tight group and I just can't communicate with them. I'm good friends with Lian Qi but nothing can come between Heidi and Lian Qi. I don't really know if I can unlock my heart and put my trust in them.

School is killing me. Not only homeworks but teachers and 'friendships'... How can I know if they're really my friends... Exams are near and I'm still not studying. I'm becoming more of a rebel. Besides school life, I'm also chasing Korean stars. Buying their merchandise, finding news about them but sometimes I feel like it's wasting my time. I dun mean it to be bad but I should try to spend time more wisely. Wasting money on unnecessary stuffs. Eating like there's no tomorrow. No wonder I'm growing fatter. I'm short... It's killing me. I wasted my childhood by not going to a better school and not learning Mandrin was my deepest regret.

I feel like such a desperate person. Everyday watching couples go by is hurtful. All those beautiful girls with such slim body is torture. Their bodies are to-die-for. Saw Hui is such a sociable person. I feel like a fat, ugly and short idiot... Whenever I see guys around, I feel like smiling and crying at the same time... I think I'm a psycho or maniac or someone crazy. *Sigh* I can't even do house chores properly. How am I suppose to live my life. I'm young and I'm still trying to learn from my mistakes. I dunno how to properly express what I'm actually going through.

I live, learn and laugh but I also feel pain, sadness and jealousy. Now all I'm doing is writing this post full of regrets, feelings and naive-ness. I really want to be a good person but to be a good person is so hard. You'll have to be kind, patient and all those good morals. I want to be loved by my friends and someone special. I hope that when I go to bed now, I can suppress my sadness and wake up to a better tomorrow...

I'll try to be a better person and a healthy child...

By,

A Regretful Person

*By the way, I love you, H...

Epic World Stage !!!

World Stage was cool !!!
I screamed until lungs seriously injured.
I can't breathe properly for a day
Luckily okay le but got sick... =(

I don't regret it because it is epic !!!!
I summore got free items :



It's a fan and a poncho.
I didn't take the poncho out cause not raining. =D
I bought a pair of shoes for RM10 oni :



I like !!! =D
I got sore throat and flu after that...
Rock until too crazy le... XD

The whole week of school was damn boring...
Nothing to say about school but three words:
WASTE. MY.TIME.

Today, I went to school to help prepare for farewell.
I cut stuff and glue stuff.
Went back at 10 to go shopping =P
I think I'm just going to dance Ring Ding Dong with Wan Nee... =\
No more idea... @@

I just now went 1 Utama.
Ate at Dragon-I:


Rice with pork + potatoes and Dumpling =D


Noodles with 'pai kuat' ~LOL


Honeydew with sago !!! XD

Tasty until ~~~~~ =P
After that I bought some clothes:


Padini Concept Store


Padini Concept Store


F.O.S.

I bought a pair of shoes too:


Padini Concept Store (Vincci)

It's very comfortable....
Ok. I gotta go sleep.
31st July is the 1st day of Hungry Ghost Festival...
Don't go out at night... =D

또봐요~

*I hope I can buy BEAST merchandise TT

Continuation...

Continuation of my last post...
Paisei... It's a little late.
But it's not like I got anything to write... XD
Just a pic oni la:


I'm gonna do bannedstory now.

Bye~

*Change of direction

My 100th Post !!!

I suddenly felt like updating my blog.
My friends said they were still reading my blog but stopped cause I didn't post anything since...
I was about to click new post when I saw 99 posts.
Haha... Who would've known I wrote so much post already.

Let's have a big pic to celebrate :



Haha... I'm going to MTV World Stage !!!
It's on the 24th of July, means this Sunday.
A lot of people is going so I have to go early.
The line ups are: 30 Seconds To Mars, Neon Trees, BEAST and Pop Shuvit.

I wanna go to World Stage because of BEAST only... *SHY*
I love them so much... 사랑 해요 forever !!!
I love YoSeob the most:



Cute rite....
His vocals rock !!!
The other members rock too but he is my bias...
I bought their newest album:



FICTION AND FACT !
The leopard is front of the album.
But it costs RM80... TT
But it's worth it...

I wanted to apologize for not updating...
I was busy with life....
And by life I mean reality...
Homework, friendship and family....

Still got loads of homework to do and so little time...
Some friends are not trustworthy...
Getting scolded everyday by my parents...
Boring....

Ugh... I have to pack for school...
Continue tomorrow.
Annyeong~

*You came out of nowhere and stole my heart...

Feeling Dumb...

I feel dumb...
I feel stupid...
I feel retarded...

LOL. I got nothing to write...
But I want to post something anyway...
Umm... Wat leh ?

Oh, school started d...
Very sien....
But can talk with my friends again.

I now very, extremely freak AUDITION !!!
I very beh tahan in school.
I must wait after school only can play.

Okies...
I want like facebook pages d.
XD Bye~

*Addicted K-Pop Hits now cause of Audition =P

Holiday-ay

LOL... H0liday-ay...
Suppose to be fun and nice de ma...
But Pn. Soong gave homework.
Essay... Sien. "==
Pn. Azelyn gave too...
KH correction. "==

Yesterday went shopping in Mid Valley with mo-mmy
My mum ask me wear skirts, so I bought one... o.0
Then ask me wear crazy tight shirts ! o.0
And I knew one thing then,
SHORT SKIRTS AND TIGHT SHIRTS ARE SO NOT MY TYPE !!!

But very cute... XD
Then I bought a pair of earrings...
One side spells LO
And another is VE
XD Very funny lo...

I also bought a book that's February 2011 !!!
I finally found a new comic !
The story very nice and the guy was drawn until so yeng~ =D
And we ate sushi !!! XD Sedap-la !!! I ate Unagi Bento set !!! =P
My brothers turned green wth envy.
2nd Bro was jealous cause he want to eat sushi very long time ago.
Big Bro was jealous because he wanted to go shopping.
So, mum promised us this Saturday go 1 Utama ! XD
I have the best mum in the whole wide world~ *Envy*Envy* =P

Then on the way home, traffic was jam, Jam, JAM !!! The crazy cars won't move and the rain was pouring like there's no tomorrow... "== Then we stopped at Jusco Bukit Raja for a while cause I want to buy a volleyball... And we went straight to the Royal Sportings House or sumthin like that... And wah... my mom actually let me buy that ball... But quite cheap la so... And baru saja juz now, I was playing with my kakak... XD Nice la. And I went Popular to buy book wrapper. LOL And we went back to fetch my Big Bro and together go visit my grandfather at HTAR... Hope he gets well soon... =( This Thursday, I plan to go watch movie with Mavis, Saw Hui, Wan Nee, Wen Khei, Joey, Heidi and Yi Ern... Hope their parents let. And hope mine too... =\

Ok, nothing to do d.
Actually got la...
Holiday homework... XD
Very lazy la...
'Next time' la...

Doog Eyb~

*我要陪你永不离开~

First Assessment Test

I got most subjects of my marks edi !
And I'm quite satisfied with it~

BM : 80
English : 93
Maths : 100
Science : 83
Geography : 87
History : 83*
Living Skills : 80
P. Moral : 94
Arts :

I happy lo ! Not yet get B.
I still haven't get History and Arts marks but
I think my History can get A cause I studied... XD
But Arts I can get B very happy d.
So hard... No objective also...

I hope History can get 90+
Sigh... Must after holidays only know the rest of the marks.
Sien... I will edit after.
Nothing to say d so
拜拜~

*Why won't you understand ?