Mum's Birthday!

HEY HEY! :D
My father bought a new DSLR camera in Langkawi!
So, of course, that camera belongs to me liao~

The pictures taken are nicer in comparison with my phone.
*DUH*
I saw Drogba on the tv and took a picture of him.
Edited a bit a bit then became:

Heheh, proud of it.
ME LIKEY~

Okay okay back to topic.
6th November is my mum's birthday! :D
So, I "sacrificed" my Pio-loki tuition go dinner! :3
Typically, we ate at 6 to 10 Grill & Nasi Lemak. :3

My parents! :)

Me and my brother! :D

The ordered stuffs~ :3

This is my meal. :3

Salad shared among each other. :D

My dad's combo food. :O
So much wth. 

My brother's same with me except mine was thigh and his was breast.
He said he want eat clean wor~
Lastly, he ate chicken and the vege but the fries he didn't touch at all.
Cakap mau bagi me eat.
I full like siao liao lo walao.

Birthday woman geh.
Red wine pork rib thingy~
Tastes good too. :)

It's my drink, apple juice!
I thought it was gonna be like, the sweet typical one.
Mana tau is freshly squeezed green apple juice.
Drank more and it tastes better. :)
I saw the green thing float up so unique so I took a closeup picture of it.
Isn't it pretty? :)
The camera macro made the effect cantik oh~

Photographer also need to have photo de ma. :3

Somewhat "candid".... NOT. :3
Still, heheh.

Hey~~ Sexay lady~

She's the prettiest when she smile. :)

Me: Wah daddy why you so yeng wan?
Dad: 才生到你这样美吗。
Hahahahah. :3

After that we came back.
We celebrated! :D
My dad bought a cake from RT Pastry just now.

It's Tiramisu heheh.
Isn't it pretty?
It's very delicious, too.
I like it very much. 

Happy birthday, mummy. 

结婚就是一生的决定。
I wish to be married to a husband that loves me very much.
I wish to have a happy family, too. :)

Missing my big brother here.
He'll be back next May!
3-month summer holiday wth.
So long... I wish I have too. :(
May is all 3 siblings' birthday.
My big bro: May 3rd
My 2nd bro: May 8th
Mine: May 16th
Hope we'll have a great one! :)

祝你永远青春美丽。

Okay, on the other hand I kakao-ed with Chong Chong, Duck Phang, Digimon and Wan Tan Mee just now.
They very beh de lo.
2am+ then off liao.
All so early sleep de.
Sien. :(

Today was supposed to replace my Bio class in HQ because we were going dinner ma.
Supposed to go after Vela's class in Eng Ann at 4pm.
Mana tau today's Sejarah class ended at 5.30pm instead.
So, I had to miss la. 
Bo bian. :3
I asked Lian Qi whether important a not.
She said a lot Form 3 de so just don't need replace la.
So I'm not gonna. :3
Chong Chong is gonna join Mr Low, Vela and Donald's class liao.
Book place for him la. :D

That's all for today. :)
Ian rushing me to finish this post. 3:
I really hope I will write more with pictures from my new camera!
After this gonna watch Dortmund vs Arsenal at 0345 hours.
Have to wake up my brother or he won't fetch me anymore.
*Facepalm*
Tomorrow got Mr. Low's class.
OMG I'm still not done with Exercise 3.
The last exercise!
Okay la, I'll do it tomorrow morning.
I hope. :3

Mmkay guys, goodnight.

*我也只不过是一个女人。

A Long Thought, A Long Night.

突然有一种感觉想写东西。

I know most of everyone, must've thought at least once, deeply about their life, their future, what is life all about. What is our purpose in life right at the moment? What do we serve to be? Where are we heading? Is there such a thing as afterlife? Or will there be reincarnation instead?

Let's move on to these usually-teens-will-ask questions: What will my friends think when I speak like that? Will he notice if I wore this instead?

I often encounter these situations:

Situation A
Friend: Walao that teacher gave karangan oh my god must hantar tomorrow. You done already?
Me: Aiyo don't need to do wan la. Who cares!
Friend: She very strict wan leh! Rotan how?!
Me: Eh c'mon! Just don't do together la! Scare what?
Friend: Okay la okay la. You say wan ah! Don't do ah!
*The next day*
Both of us passed up the karangan.

Situation B
Friend: Eh! Holidays want do what ah?
Me: Of course we're going to go out la wth!
Friend: Hahahaha... Go where?
Me: Watch a movie? Let's watch "..."! Like very nice leh!
Friend: Ya la ya la! So hot right "..."!!! When when?
Me: Holidays only say ah.
*The night before holiday*
Me: Eh tomorrow want go watch "..."?
Friend: Uhh... Don't want la. Not free.
Me: Why?
Friend: I going out with other people. Sorry ah.
Me: Okay then.
*After 2 days*
Friend: Eh, tomorrow we go watch "..." want ah?
Me: Don't want la. I cannot go.
Friend: Okay then.
*Holidays ended*

-Actually said I cannot go because of laziness.

Situation C
Me: Eh you think that fella hot ah?
Friend: Yer... C'mon la. So ugly!
Me: Umm... Ya lo. Just asking nia ma.
Friend: You like him is it? Actually, he not bad la.
Me: Eh of course no la! So not my taste la c'mon.
Friend: You say no then no lo.

-Actually had a crush on that guy for a very long time.

Situation D
Me: Stupid bitch! Jiak sai la!
Friend: Who? Who?
Me: Neh, that ugly bitch la. Brainless c****.
Friend: Ya la. I know I know.
Me: So lack of attention then go find a boyfriend la. Crapping here for what? Stupid.
Friend: Aiya, she memang like that wan la.
Me: See her also want to slap her. Idiot.
*The next time I see her*
Me: Hi. :)

Situation E
Me: Oh my god next week exam?!!!
Friend: Ya la. You think what?
Me: I thought lagi ada 2 weeks. Oh my god I haven't even touch my books.
Friend: I also haven't ah.
Me: Aiya tomorrow la.
*That night*
Revises for 5 minutes then throws book aside*
*The next day*
Friend: Read edi?
Me: Oh shit! Haven't! Tonight la tonight. Pasti!
*A night before exam*
Me: @#$%@!#@ I HAVEN'T READ WTF.

-Then spends every single night hoping to cram 1 whole year's syllabus.

Situation F
Me: How much you got?
Friend: 60 nia. You?
Me: Aiya low la.

-Actually scored an A.

Situation G
Friend: How much?
Me: 78! Diu nia seng. You?
Friend: I 50 nia okay. Go die la you.
Me: But I left 2 marks then A lo walao.
Friend: I 50 LO OKAY. DIAM CAN A NOT?
*Friend walk away*
Me: .... *turns to another friend* You got how much?

-Actually wants to show off. I apologise,

Some friends, I'm not sure whether are they truly my friends a not. I don't have a true friend that I share secrets with. I don't go out with my friends a lot. I wonder a lot whether do I even have friends or not. I wonder if they're lying to me when they say they can't hang out with me. I wonder if my friends treat me as their friend. I wonder if they find me annoying or obnoxious. I wonder if they actually hates me to the core. I wonder if they actually talk bad about me behind my back. I wonder if when they look at me, would it make their day worse? All I'm really asking is, am I your friend?

Don't lie to me.

I admit what I am: a hypocrite, a liar, a person that judges others, a gossip-er, insecure, a procrastinator, a lazy ass, a vain bitch, a self-opinionated person. I think I'm more matured than my peers, but am I really? I think I can take it easy in my studies, but can I really? I think a lot of guys like me, but is it really? I think I have to live the moment and just let what will happen to happen, but can I really do this? I think I will live prosperous in my future, but will I really? I think I can go to a really great university and enjoy life as what I imagine college life would be, but will I really? I think my parents have sufficient money to send me overseas and extend my uni-life, but do they really? I think I can easily get what I want, but can I really?

I'm as naive, as matured, as innocent, as polluted: I'm me.

I talk bad about you, then greets you like nothing happened.
I procrastinate my work, because I believe I'll do it after.
I spend of my time in my bedroom, on my phone.
I tweet a lot of quotes that I think would get retweeted or favourite-d.
I stalk a person's profile when I want to.
I would rather keep refreshing my timeline instead of doing something benefiting.
I think twice before I want to post something on Facebook, and ended up not posting.
I care what others think.
I buy clothes that look good in the fitting room, and now they're rotting somewhere in my closet.
I eat fattening food and comforts myself that that's nothing.
I look at myself in the mirror and thinks, "I'm not that fat."
I want to be photogenic, but I can't seem to be.
I want to love and be loved.
I want that hot guy to come and kiss me right now.
I think I have the courage to play "Spin the Bottle".

I am a typical teenage girl that thinks I'm not typical.

I reminisce my past.
I listen to sad songs.
I sing to them.
I look at pictures from before.
I think back those memories.
My heart aches nonphysically.
I think that's depression.
I wish to be comforted.
I wish to be loved.

I wish to have freedom.
I wish I can drive.
I wish I could go out.
I wish my parents would let me walk to tuition.
I wish my parents listened to me.
I wish my parents do not ignore me.
I wish my parents understand me.
I wish my parents give me a lot of money as allowance.
I wish my parents let me go wherever I want.
I wish my parents let me do whatever I want.
I wish my parents don't argue.
I wish my parents don't get angry with me.
I wish my parents were more open-minded.
I wish my parents were richer and would live forever.
I wish my parents would never leave me, but at the same time leave me.

I still have a lot to say.
My train of thoughts is streaming endlessly.
But this is all for tonight.

I wish a lot, I hope a lot. I complain a lot, I judge a lot.
I am who I am.
I'm sorry.
This is me.

Understand Me

You know, sometimes one feels like being alone when the one that's accompanying you at the moment isn't the one that you want to accompany you. Because of this, one would rather be in its own solitary place than be surrounded by others. I've encountered this feeling countless times, but some people just won't understand. It's not that I don't want to spend time with you, but please include the situation as a factor. Nobody wants to be alone with no one to share their thoughts with, but with people that don't understand them, they would rather shy away instead. That is me.
Well, let's just leave it at that then. Don't want to make this post as glum as possible.

I was supposed to watch Insidious 2 on Tuesday, right? Guess what. They blew it off. Ugh. I skipped school because of that! Well, that was my excuse to skip school anyway but still... So I ended up watching just now alone. Sigh, umm. It was supposed to be with Mei Hua and Chi Yang. It was at 3.50pm in Jusco Bukit Raja. I ajak-ed them last night after Pio-loki tuition. Chi Yang said okay but Mei Hua needed to confirm with me the next morning. I prayed so hard that it would be good news but sadly, it didn't come out the way I hoped for of course. So, she couldn't come. I WhatsApp-ed Chi Yang after that to call it off. I wanted to go back to Plan A: Watching alone. Sigh, it's not what la but c'mon, I'd feel uncomfortable. I want to enjoy that movie, not sitting in the cinema thinking about how uneasy it is. I'd rather go alone. I didn't mean to hurt anyone okay...

Well, at least I got to watch the movie. :)

It made my hair stand at the end. Seriously recommended but for the faint-hearted, bring like a jacket or something to cover your eyes. That's what I did. I was alone and it felt extra scarier. God damn Insidious 2 you did not let me down at all. :) Same director with The Conjuring but I prefer this hahah. Still, MALAYSIAN DIRECTOR YOU ROCK SO BAD! :D

Mum drove me home around 6.20pm after I ate my McDonald's Vanilla Shake hehhe. One of my favs! I saw 2 of my schoolmates there waiting to be interviewed. They're planning to work there during the holidays. Hardworking nya~ :O

Came home, ate dinner, tried to shit but couldn't, then typed a bit of this blogpost, ended up abandoning both my computer and the phone in my room while I watched Kung Fu Hustle and later, Vamps. :) Gonna continue movie night for 1 week or something starting tomorrow because of Hallowscream on Fox Movie Premium at 10pm every night. Tonight spending 4 hours without any social disruption felt sorta nice. Less disturbance, like last time.

Though, I still had to finish this post, so here I am! Hahahha. :3 I wish I could blogged more, but I'm really kinda exhausted from 2 days of school hahahah. Therefore, I'm skipping it tomorrow! Yippee~ :D Planning to wake up at 10am and do some actual stuff instead of wasting a lot of precious time on just sleeping. I get this weird guilt trip whenever I sleep in and wished I'd had woken up earlier. Strange, I know hahha. I still have tons to blog about! So I might continue tomorrow. Hope I can really keep to my promise this time and update more often. 
Thanks, readers. :)

*What does it feels to be immortal...?

Post Exam Period

Hey guess what? My finals for Form 4 finished today! Well, I've actually had the feeling of freedom since last week. Can't really concentrate on cramming Physics for the 3 papers. I think I didn't do well in it. Too lazy to revise 'em back. :(

OKAY WHATEVER. It's already over and I can't do anything to alter the results. Well, something happened anyway. I felt so stupid hahahha. Last Thursday, Physics paper 2 was the last test of the day. I know I screwed it up but I hope I'll at least get a B- or something. Please... *googly eyes* Okay you know what happened? Time was up and my Physics teacher was the one collecting the papers. I was putting the paper above my head. Not sure what I was doing but I was feeling quite tired la. I don't know what the hell happened, bla-bla-bla, I saw the Physics formula paper on my table and was like, "Oh shit I forgot to give this back," and Wan Nee just said, "Aiya that thing nevermind la. The teacher won't care," so I just stuffed it inside my bag. I went back feeling like a heavy stone was lift off my almost-breaking back. Relieve swept over me like a wrecking ball hahahahha! 

*Sorry I typed wrecking ball because I'm listening to it right now. :3*
*Okay continues~*

I went back and I was feeling damn happy because Mr. Low's class was also off that day. Wooh so nice! Spent my whole afternoon like a pile of shit lying on the sofa, just watching tv. Then Ian called and talked about something I don't know what forgot already. I was smiling from ear to ear because my exams are almost over and nothing he said was gonna put me off that mood... UNTIL, I was talking to him while flipping my bag around and peering inside it. Suddenly I saw my Physics paper 2 still in my school bag. I swear I could feel cold sweat and shit. "Fuck" "What?" "I FORGOT TO PASS UP MY PHYSICS PAPER 2!!!" *swear words here and there, mostly the one starting with f-* I couldn't believe how stupid I was that I had actually forgotten to pass up that thick piece of crappy answers. Damn screwed, man. DAMN. FREAKING. SCREWED. I hung up and texted my mum to tell her what happened. I called her later to tell her again and I could hear the disappointment in her tone. Sigh... I'm so sorry. I didn't do anything with it but just stuffed that paper back in and hoped for the best. The next morning I of course went to search frantically for my Physics teacher to explain whatever that's happened la but she took my paper without me even trying hard hahhaha. Lady Luck, thank you. :)

Sejarah paper 3 was easy as hell so nothing much to say about that day. Then came back, bath la eat la prepare stuffs to go tuition lo. Nothing much. I'm starting to take back Mr. Brian's English lessons already. People heard me and was like, "你英语很好了还要补什么习？浪费钱吧了哦。" but then I'd explain to them I'm going for English tuition to improve my vocabulary and general knowledge ma. There's no such thing as wasting money when it comes to studies. You're gonna be a student for life. No matter the age, learning will always be a part of you. 

So, continuing back, we were studying the introduction of our Form 5 novel, "Step By Wicked Step". I'm not gonna elaborate much on that cause I'm still not that sure of the overall story but a child in the story named Colin, has touched me with his story. I'm serious. There were tears in my eyes and my heart felt so heavy. I really hope to get my hands on the book as soon as possible! >:)

After English got 30 minutes break before Maths class, so the students simply do random stuff lo. Including me hahaha. Listening to some songs while surfing my social sites. I didn't how much time has passed actually but I took off my earphones and saw the guys rushing in saying the class is canceled. WHUT. I kept repeating my question whether if it's real or just a faux but the counter girl said it herself that Ms. Tay is suffering a high fever so the class was forced to canceled. The guys semua pack their bags and go GK Mart, including me. .__. I got mamak later 6.30pm at Kopitiam Story ma so not going home. Sejarah's at 9pm too. I sat alone in GK Mart for around 2 hours, doing Add Maths and surfing the net with the free wifi they offer there. Not sure whether I was bored or just really, really lonely.

I ordered this Strawberry Snow Ice:

Hahaah. Looks like period blood on top lols but the taste is actually not bad. 

Then I was on the way to Kopitiam Story when Ian called me. Heh, first time not I paling awal ya. :3 Reached there and talked to Mr. Brian before I ate Hokkien Mee with fried Hay Khor~ Chat chat with Jaypal, Ivan, Charlene and Ian before they abandoned me. T_T I pulled myself back to Delta and sat in the cold waiting room alone for 1 hour + like some fella with no friends.

At least the next day was Saturday and there's NO INTENSIVE CLASS OR EXTRA CLASS OR REPLACEMENT CLASS OR WHATEVER-SHIT-I-DON'T-CARE-AT-ALL CLASS. NONE! Hehehhehe, of course I went shopping with my mum la. :3 Mana zai on the way to 1 Utama, my brother's girlfriend's mum called my mum to offer me a two-day part-time job. My mum straight away accepted the offer only asked for the details and stuff... .__. So we did reach 1 Utama and shop, but shop for working clothes. /facepalm Well, before that, we had brunch at Delicious. My first try! :)

The chocolate brownie expresso thing I ordered as my beverage.

There's still stories to come! But I'm too tired to continue. Tomorrow skip school go watch Insidious 2 with my guy friends! Girl friends semua tak mahu. Haish. Suan liao. All guys then all guys la. 我知道不好看，但是又能怎样呢？是是非非一定会有，我阻止不了。我知道自己是清白就够了。反正懂我的朋友不多，我也不再介意了。So, I'll try to update more often since the examination period is over! \o/ Maybe, tomorrow I will hahaha. GOODNIGHT! :)

*寂寞难耐

Obstacles

Obstacles; a thing that blocks one's way or prevents or hinders progress.

I want to write a blogpost pun susah gila. The day before yesterday wifi rosak so cannot post. Yesterday pula my monitor kena take away while I wasn't at home. It became the CCTV monitor wth. Today I forcefully took back my monitor. I don't give no shit. It's mine.

MY FATHER INSTALLED CCTV. Luckily it's only downstairs. If he puts one in my room, I'll seriously consider spraying it with black paint. Privacy la c'mon. Tukar baju also needa be more cautious already. Sigh... I don't even know why he installed them. Maybe I know la, but I don't like it okay. 

Just now I went for Physics extra class. Sigh... Okay. Tomorrow pula I have Accounts intensive class for 4 hours. I guess I should've foreseen all these extras classes and stuff. It's already the last week of September. Next week is my finals already. Wow. Time flies? Time teleports, man. 

My exam starts next Tuesday, 2nd of October. 

  1/10/13: Sejarah (K1), PJK, Sejarah(K2)

  2/10/13: Biology (K1, K3, K2)

  3/10/13: Chemistry (K1, K3, K2)

  4/10/13: BM (K1, K2)

  9/10/13: Add Maths (K1, K2)

10/10/13: English (K1, K2)

11/10/13: P. Moral

16/10/13: Maths (K1, K2)

17/10/13: Physics (K1, K3, K2)

18/10/13: Sejarah (K3)

21/10/13: Accounts (K1, K2), P. Sivik

Omg right? Haiyoyo.

Haven't study Sejarah lo. Mengundang kematian la. I better go gali my own grave now. Although I haven't started studying a lot, I still ada masa blog hahahah. Orang yang tak tahu uruskan masa lah nama tu. :3 Aiya, I seriously care. I know I should, but I don't. What do you call this type of person? Stubborn. Okay, I'll take that then.

These few weeks has been so stressful for me gosh. Had to practise again marching for Sports Day. Being the flag holder and the team leader is hard, but I've got my buddies to help me. Actually, I feel very useless, kinda. It's like they did more than they should and I did lesser. Sorry. :(

Well, anyhow, we got it through on the 18th of September that day. To be honest, this year's juniors are really good. Most of them come for all the practices. I feel sorta proud heheh. The juniors range from Form 1 and 2 only. The Form 3 batch is seriously, so disappointing. None of them actually even want to join kawad. Eventually, we forced one in. We needed 30 members at least, but lastly we only had 25. It's okay. We did great. :)

WE GOT 2ND PLACE! :D Hahahhaah. We won Red Crescent and Kadet Remaja leh~ *proud*proud* Of course Kadet Polis got first place. Monstrous gila mereka. :O So, as the team leader, perlulah belanja mereka kan? Pok die me, man. But... I'mma use the Pandu Puteri's money lolol. Of course I kena keluar sikit money juga la. At least ada sikit help heheh. We planning next Friday eat mamak at Eng Ann la. 7.30pm, after my Maths tuition and before my Sejarah tuition. :D

So, that's one thing off my mind~ Now, Heidi's birthday is coming up deyh. 30th of September. From the beginning of the year she already told us what she wanted for her birthday: a penguin. A plush penguin in S&J, not the real one of course. Crazy meh! Real penguin I pun nak leh. 3: 

Next Monday is her birthday already. I only bought her penguin last Saturday. Like seriously, what kind of a friend am I? /facepalm/ Okay, well at least I bought it eventually. I went to Setia City Mall's S&J last, last Sunday and it was sold out there. Asked the worker there to help me search which outlet is still in stock and found out 1 is in Jusco Bukit Tinggi while 3 more is in Berjaya Times Square. Ki siao ask me go Times Square so far buy meh~ So last Saturday after Graduation Day event, I went to Jusco Bukit Tinggi buy la. Luckily, still ada omg. If not I will kena from Heidi already. So many months told us already she wanted it and we didn't give her is like asking her to hit us. .__. 

CBS birthday pula on the 21st of September. Actually wanted to watch movie together, then change change change, change to eating steamboat at Momo Paradise. I tried to call Ian to invite this fella, that fella, mana tau semua also cannot come la, turn down la. I guess exam stress ba. Sigh... I didn't want to let him down. I even bought him a present to give him during dinner d. I feel so bad and guilty and useless and everything shitty. Sigh... Failure me. I wouldn't mind 3 or 4 people only but Ian said it wouldn't be nice so... Had to cancel the celebration eventually. Sorry man. I didn't mean to. :( Well, we'll have time at the end of the year! :) Keluar lah bersama-sama~

That's off my mind! :) Which leads us to the next thing: Graduation Day performance. OMG. My Accounts teacher, Pn. Syuhada was the teacher that uruskan the performance bahagian for that day. The Form 5s are graduating! She came in our class and asked "Siapa pandai menyanyi?", "Zhin Yee" *points* "Zhin Yee" *points* "Zhin Yee" *points*
My face: ( O___O)

My teacher was like, "Aku serious ni! Dia ah? :O"... So bla bla bla, I became one of the performers on Graduation Day. I have to go and find people to perform some more wth. Teacher ingat I ni free sangat ke? At last I found Jenny to duet with me in one song, 2 girls for guitar performance and another 2 girls for nyanyian melayu asli, whatever the hell that is.

Only had a few days to practise because I searched for the people on 13th of September. Monday was Malaysia Day, Tuesday was Sports Day raptai, Wednesday was Sports Day, Thursday is already Graduation Day raptai. What the freaking shit. Thursday first day to practice, it's already rehearsal day. Teachers some more scolding us why we didn't have any practice at all. Oi you otak guna sikit boleh? No time to practise at all okay. You think we like you, sit around on our butts all day? Finals are getting nearer somemore. Go screw yourself la. 

Pn. Syuhada told us that on Thursday we're gonna go Premier Hotel in Bukit Tinggi for Graduation Day event rehearsal. Don't have to bring any books and we can go back early. Happy die la of course. So on that day I only brought phone, power bank and the essential stuff la~ 

*9.30am*10.30am*11.30am*

THEY FREAKING TUNDAKAN THE MASA FOR 2 FREAKING HOURS. We could've finished the whole shit before 12pm if we went to Premier Hotel at 9.30am. Wait this wait that. Even the freaking headmistress also we have to wait for 1 hour. Wtf she eating? Freaking ass. We finally went to the hotel and reached there around 12pm. Sing sing here sing sing there, bla bla bla, went back to school at 2pm+ wtf. /facepalm/ Brainless then your problem la. 连累到别人 for what? Ugh. I tio scold by my brother and my father because of transport problem. Lastly I even skipped Add Maths tuition because I reached home at around 2.45pm. Whatever la. Anger gonna make myself more stress only.

The teachers asked all of us to go back home and memorise the lyrics and add some movements and everything. Tomorrow must perform macam actual performance in front of pengetua. Walao... Somemore got penilaian ko-kurikulum whole day in school and 15th Annual Pandu Farewell after school on Friday. Sigh... Bo bian. U see how stress d kan? 

Went home and memorised the lyrics for a while and thought, "Tomorrow penilaian co-curriculum time can memorise la", so I stopped memorising and forgot what I did lol. The next day no bring books at all and I didn't memorise during school omg. After recess a while, the pengetua called for me to perform for her. Okay fine. I was doing preparations for the farewell event later that day. I dropped my things and went to sing for her. Mana tau she macam not listening and keep talking to the Malay students. Then when I beh tahan I stopped, she turned to me and ask me to go memorise the lyrics and come back to sing for her again later. WTF. SHE THINKS I'M A WHAT? Kanasai.

I didn't give a shit and went back to doing the preparations for the farewell event instead. After the penilaian co-curriculum finished, I heard the speaker announced, "Adakah anda semua ingin melihat persembahan untuk Hari Graduasi?" *screams* I SWEAR MY WHOLE BODY TURNED COLD. I was like... What. The. Heck. Sigh... Whatever. I went up the stage. Sing sing bla bla. Done. The students will scream at anything. Okay, done. Faster ran back to finishing the preparations for the farewell.

Hmm... Where should I start now? 15th Annual Pandu Farewell or Graduation Day? Graduation la hor. Mmkay mmkay.

On Friday night, I memorise the lyrics and did some movements. Confidence grew and I was getting more excited for it. Heheheh. Here's my OOTD (Outfit Of That Day) lol:

Heheh. Then this was the stage:

I sang Count On Me as a solo and duet-ed Today My Life Begins with Jenny. :) Heheh. Picture with her!

I guess we did pretty okay. She forgot a few lines of her lyrics up on stage though. She simply mumbled and stuff lololol. ALC College students were our photographer of the event. Then before I went back, one of the student asked for my phone number so they can contact us for to perform on their Graduation Day too. Wtf. I reluctantly gave them after she said she already took Jenny's. Mmkay then. .___.

So.. that sums up Graduation Day la kan? Okay. Moving on!

15th Annual Girl Guides Farewell! WOOH~~~~ It was on the 20th of September, Friday. :D After school, we invited some pandu teachers, the pengetua, the PK HEM and PK Ko-kurrikulum. Some Form 1 and 2 juniors came. Of course, the seniors la! :3

This is the entrance. It's nice la actually! I'm just a bad photographer. T_T Many balloons and ribbons and stuff. The sign at the left side is for all the guests to sign their name on it so we can add it to Pandu's scrapbook! :)

Heheh. Here are some pictures: 

 Para seniors~

The cake made by Pn. Rozana! Red velvet something... I forgot lol. Bo eat tio. .__. But the ones that ate said it tastes good. :D (Y)

Serah kuasa time!!!!

Sin Yee became 2013/14 batch's Setiausaha. *claps*claps*

Wan Nee became 2013/14 batch's Naib Pengerusi. *claps*claps*

I became 2013/14 batch's Pengerusi. *claps*claps*claps*

They gave lollipop at the serah kuasa thing hahaha. Yay~

We gave around 15 of these to our seniors. The paper-in-glass idea was by Sin Yee whereas the 15th Annual Farewell orange paper stick it with bent stapler bullet was my idea. :D It's pretty, right? SAY IT'S PRETTY OR I'LL KILL YOU I ALMOST PRICKED MY FINGER NUMEROUS TIMES TO STICK THAT SHARP-ENDED STAPLER BULLET.

We arranged them to a heart shape. Heheh... Nice-y!

I like this picture. Hehehe. It's Kak Joleen's leg I guess.

This type of event where can no take group photo de. Heheheh. Formal sikit~

Freestyle yo~ I look sohai enough la. XD

I guess that's about it. The photos and the typing heheh. Lots of typing hor? Sorry arh. Pictures kurang sikit. 

This post so long la. Typed since yesterday but couldn't finish because too sleepy d. Today in the afternoon after Physics extra class typed for another 4 hours+ also cannot type finish. Just now went for 中秋晚会 之 中秋情满 organised by SMK Methodist ACS Chinese Society. :3 Kak Shuw Jinn was the pengerusi of the event. Saw a lot of my old seniors that went there to study Form 6. :)

Sin Yee invited me to the event. I saw Wei Loon and 2 other Kwang Hua Chinese Society members heheh. Jia Chun also went with his girlfie. Wooh~ So sweet together. It was Jia Chun's birthday lagi. They got to celebrate together! :D They were talking about this guy la, that guy la, this girl la, that girl la. Hahahah. I saw Joshua and Calvin Ch'ng. Greeted them and talked a lil. :) Joshua took a photo of me and Sin Yee because he was the photographer there. Sin Yee wanted that picture erased but I liked it! He promised to put it in Facebook. Yay! :D

I'll post more of what happened this year soon la. :) This post is long enough. LOL. After almost 7 or 8 hours of typing this blog post, I CAN FINALLY POST IT! HURRAH! 

*再勇敢一点点我就跟你走。

Reborn.

Hey. :)

I wanted to start blogging again because...

Well, on Tuesday morning, I skipped the first 2 periods of school, which were Physics by the way, to do my presentation that I was supposed to complete at midnight, but I overslept. 

*facepalm*

That Ian Phang la! I told him I'll be sleeping and will wake up at 3am to do my presentation and Accounts folio. Mana tau sleep sleep a while I woke up by the sound of my phone ringing. Checked and saw it was Mr. Phang at 11pm. Ugh. I rejected the call la of course. I want to sleep ma. But he kept calling what the hell. Until 12am call me again omg.

*double facepalm*

Lastly I just unplugged my phone from the charger and put beside me. Whenever I see it light up, I just reject the call. Reject, reject, reject, ter-reject until all 20 of the alarms I put. What the hell right.

*triple facepalm*

When my maid came and woke me up the next morning, I jolted up from my bed and asked, "PUKUL BERAPA SEKARANG?!", "6.30 pagi lah. Kenapa?", "OH MY GOD!!!! FFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUU!". I panicked like crazy. I kept hitting myself and cursing. I was thinking of an idea to do my presentation, so I thought of doing it in school la.

I reached school around 7am+ and went to look for the ICT teacher to ask for permission to enter the computer lab to use one of the computers. I NEED TO FINISH THE PRESENTATION. RM40 is at stake here, man. The best presentation in the class, each member can get RM10! Of course everyone will want it lah right! But we only had 1 hour+ to complete it. 

*ding*ding*dong*dong*

Simply put some pictures then add some finishing touches. Bla-bla-bla, done. Our presentation was on 

Chemistry Chapter 9: Manufactured Substances in Industry

                               9.1 Sulphuric Acid

It was a rush, but I think it was a pretty good job. :)

Others did better though. /.\

Nevermind la, can't do anything to fix it already.

OKAY WAIT. I didn't even state the reason I wanted to blog again. LOL. Well, when I was doing the Powerpoint, a teacher was teaching the 4V1 class. There's one thing about blog and stuff. So, that sort of made me remember back my blog which made me want to blog again.

Another factor is that, my mind is too much for Twitter to handle. Sometimes the tweets I tweet, I want to look back and read. So writing a blog would be a better option, don't cha think so too? :)

So, I guess I'll post this first ah. A lot to blog about, but it's 0355 hours right now and I have freaking school tomorrow. I actually wanted to watch Man Utd vs Liverpool but I wrote this blogpost instead. I want to sleep instead, I guess. Not BPL or something so... yeah.  I will try to post as often as I can but my schdule's sort of tight. I will try. Promise.

I remember that everytime I end a blog post, I'll add a little note at the bottom. I'll continue to do that. It's nice to read them back. :)

Goodnight~

*重新来过