F-R-E-E-D-O-M !!!

YAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Finally finish exams !!!
But I can't believe I'm doing this...
I'm drinking my official one-whole-can of Beer !!!







Juz to celebrate my freedom~
My whole face red now...
Yi Ern and Khei Lai, don't learn.
It's bad for health...

*I feel like taking ecstasy...

My Apologies...

Sorry Wan Nee. I didn't mean to call you bitch... It's just that I've known you for almost 8 years and you know them like wat ? 1 yr + ? "== C'mon ! Don't you treasure our long-term friendship more ? I'm super sad you know... TT How could you treat me like that... =( U talk to them more than you talk to me and you share secrets to them but not me... What am I to you... When I talk to Lian Qi or Heidi or anybody else in the class, you were always included. But when you're talking to Aevyn or Saw Hui or Sin Yee, you'll say what "这是我们世界的东西" ! Wat 我的世界，你的世界？ We are living in the same world la ! I hate when you do that. D=< I think you shouldn't talk a lot with them. U're getting more and more mysterious and you've changed a lot... =(

Today in school oso very less talk with me. Is there something wrong ? Sigh... I hope tomorrow you will communicate with me more... I cannot write much edi. Stomach pain like oh my god...! Goodnite~



*I miss the old you...

MAPLE !!!

Maple is like my life now ! I can't stop thinking about maple...


美leh... XD

Tomorrow is 话语 2 and Maths 2. Need to 发呆 before rehat... "== Pasti think about maple. Think about maple make me ki siao ! Sigh... But remember, after tomorrow got 1 week holiday !!! YEAH !!! Can concentrate on mapling. =P I hope coordinates won't come out. Damn weak in that. But Maths 2 very long la. Dunno how to survive.

Tonight at tuition so 没有面子... Science teacher ask me stand up because I dunno how to answer her quiz. Luckily I'm standing next to Mavis so not really that bad la. English time - Wan Nee, Aevyn, Sin Yee and Saw Hui all went back home. Mavis also. Ask Wan Nee why she wan go back, dun wan tell me... DUN WAN TELL MA DUN TELL LA BITCH ! I can have fun without you ! D=<

Since our friendship is getting worse, I'm not talking to you cause talking just make things worse... I can survive without you.


Hmph !!!

*Who needs you when I have Maple and food...

Rethink

Rethinking my post yesterday. Today, Lian Qi, Heidi, Wan Nee and me were talking non stop. Mostly Lian Qi, Heidi and me cause Wan Nee don't really talk much to us and she was busy with her Maths. Whole day talking about Lian Qi's cousin and stuff... Filthy stinking rich cousins. Leng zai somemore... TT I suddenly felt so poor. But at least happy.

I feel fat and sad... Not only am I fat and short but boyish too. How to find guy ? TT Sigh... Actually I have friends, just that I dunno if they're real friends. Talking about personal life - Yes. Joke with each other - Ok. Share secrets - No. I feel insecure and unconfident. Where to find some one I can trust. I think I'm gonna firstly ask if they don't like me. Straight to the point but they'll probably say nothing. Lian Qi might say something but Heidi would say nothing and Wan Nee would say 没有啦. I don't dare ask Saw Hui, Sin Yee and Aevyn. Yi Ern and Khei Lai are not comfortable with me cause they think I'm perverted. "== FYI, I'm NOT !!!

Tomorrow is exam and I'm suppose to study now but I'm on facebook reading and liking stuff. I feel like an idiot with no brain. Useless idiot. How can I change myself ? I want to ! I really, really want to ! I just can't. I think I'm too freakin lazy or just... I think it's too freakin lazy. == Currently uploading some photos to facebook. At least I got a wonderful family. We may argue and sometimes mad at each other, we're still one family. =) I got nothing else to write already so I'll post some pics then...


Angry bird cupcake


So cute lol~


Always Keep The Faith <3

Emoing is bad for health but emoing is me...

*Sad and lonely...

Midnight~

I feel tired and I'm listening to some sad songs while emoing. I wanna sleep le but my fingers suddenly click on my blog so.... I got nothing to write and it's like 1am now. Wednesday is exam le. Why am I feeling so down now... =( Something is aching in my heart but I dunno wat. I've been wanting to post my true feelings on the blog... I dun think anybody will be reading my blog since it's been abandoned for quite some time. Well then, here it goes:

I think I dun have true friends. I'm smiling on the outside but they don't actually talk to me much. Yi Ern is always with Khei Lai and Joey. Hooi Shin and Meng Yeng are also with Yi Ern, Khei Lai and Joey. Wan Nee is closer to Aevyn and Sin Yee. Saw Hui, Aevyn and Sin Yee are a tight group and I just can't communicate with them. I'm good friends with Lian Qi but nothing can come between Heidi and Lian Qi. I don't really know if I can unlock my heart and put my trust in them.

School is killing me. Not only homeworks but teachers and 'friendships'... How can I know if they're really my friends... Exams are near and I'm still not studying. I'm becoming more of a rebel. Besides school life, I'm also chasing Korean stars. Buying their merchandise, finding news about them but sometimes I feel like it's wasting my time. I dun mean it to be bad but I should try to spend time more wisely. Wasting money on unnecessary stuffs. Eating like there's no tomorrow. No wonder I'm growing fatter. I'm short... It's killing me. I wasted my childhood by not going to a better school and not learning Mandrin was my deepest regret.

I feel like such a desperate person. Everyday watching couples go by is hurtful. All those beautiful girls with such slim body is torture. Their bodies are to-die-for. Saw Hui is such a sociable person. I feel like a fat, ugly and short idiot... Whenever I see guys around, I feel like smiling and crying at the same time... I think I'm a psycho or maniac or someone crazy. *Sigh* I can't even do house chores properly. How am I suppose to live my life. I'm young and I'm still trying to learn from my mistakes. I dunno how to properly express what I'm actually going through.

I live, learn and laugh but I also feel pain, sadness and jealousy. Now all I'm doing is writing this post full of regrets, feelings and naive-ness. I really want to be a good person but to be a good person is so hard. You'll have to be kind, patient and all those good morals. I want to be loved by my friends and someone special. I hope that when I go to bed now, I can suppress my sadness and wake up to a better tomorrow...

I'll try to be a better person and a healthy child...

By,

A Regretful Person

*By the way, I love you, H...

Epic World Stage !!!

World Stage was cool !!!
I screamed until lungs seriously injured.
I can't breathe properly for a day
Luckily okay le but got sick... =(

I don't regret it because it is epic !!!!
I summore got free items :



It's a fan and a poncho.
I didn't take the poncho out cause not raining. =D
I bought a pair of shoes for RM10 oni :



I like !!! =D
I got sore throat and flu after that...
Rock until too crazy le... XD

The whole week of school was damn boring...
Nothing to say about school but three words:
WASTE. MY.TIME.

Today, I went to school to help prepare for farewell.
I cut stuff and glue stuff.
Went back at 10 to go shopping =P
I think I'm just going to dance Ring Ding Dong with Wan Nee... =\
No more idea... @@

I just now went 1 Utama.
Ate at Dragon-I:


Rice with pork + potatoes and Dumpling =D


Noodles with 'pai kuat' ~LOL


Honeydew with sago !!! XD

Tasty until ~~~~~ =P
After that I bought some clothes:


Padini Concept Store


Padini Concept Store


F.O.S.

I bought a pair of shoes too:


Padini Concept Store (Vincci)

It's very comfortable....
Ok. I gotta go sleep.
31st July is the 1st day of Hungry Ghost Festival...
Don't go out at night... =D

또봐요~

*I hope I can buy BEAST merchandise TT

Continuation...

Continuation of my last post...
Paisei... It's a little late.
But it's not like I got anything to write... XD
Just a pic oni la:


I'm gonna do bannedstory now.

Bye~

*Change of direction

My 100th Post !!!

I suddenly felt like updating my blog.
My friends said they were still reading my blog but stopped cause I didn't post anything since...
I was about to click new post when I saw 99 posts.
Haha... Who would've known I wrote so much post already.

Let's have a big pic to celebrate :



Haha... I'm going to MTV World Stage !!!
It's on the 24th of July, means this Sunday.
A lot of people is going so I have to go early.
The line ups are: 30 Seconds To Mars, Neon Trees, BEAST and Pop Shuvit.

I wanna go to World Stage because of BEAST only... *SHY*
I love them so much... 사랑 해요 forever !!!
I love YoSeob the most:



Cute rite....
His vocals rock !!!
The other members rock too but he is my bias...
I bought their newest album:



FICTION AND FACT !
The leopard is front of the album.
But it costs RM80... TT
But it's worth it...

I wanted to apologize for not updating...
I was busy with life....
And by life I mean reality...
Homework, friendship and family....

Still got loads of homework to do and so little time...
Some friends are not trustworthy...
Getting scolded everyday by my parents...
Boring....

Ugh... I have to pack for school...
Continue tomorrow.
Annyeong~

*You came out of nowhere and stole my heart...

Feeling Dumb...

I feel dumb...
I feel stupid...
I feel retarded...

LOL. I got nothing to write...
But I want to post something anyway...
Umm... Wat leh ?

Oh, school started d...
Very sien....
But can talk with my friends again.

I now very, extremely freak AUDITION !!!
I very beh tahan in school.
I must wait after school only can play.

Okies...
I want like facebook pages d.
XD Bye~

*Addicted K-Pop Hits now cause of Audition =P

Holiday-ay

LOL... H0liday-ay...
Suppose to be fun and nice de ma...
But Pn. Soong gave homework.
Essay... Sien. "==
Pn. Azelyn gave too...
KH correction. "==

Yesterday went shopping in Mid Valley with mo-mmy
My mum ask me wear skirts, so I bought one... o.0
Then ask me wear crazy tight shirts ! o.0
And I knew one thing then,
SHORT SKIRTS AND TIGHT SHIRTS ARE SO NOT MY TYPE !!!

But very cute... XD
Then I bought a pair of earrings...
One side spells LO
And another is VE
XD Very funny lo...

I also bought a book that's February 2011 !!!
I finally found a new comic !
The story very nice and the guy was drawn until so yeng~ =D
And we ate sushi !!! XD Sedap-la !!! I ate Unagi Bento set !!! =P
My brothers turned green wth envy.
2nd Bro was jealous cause he want to eat sushi very long time ago.
Big Bro was jealous because he wanted to go shopping.
So, mum promised us this Saturday go 1 Utama ! XD
I have the best mum in the whole wide world~ *Envy*Envy* =P

Then on the way home, traffic was jam, Jam, JAM !!! The crazy cars won't move and the rain was pouring like there's no tomorrow... "== Then we stopped at Jusco Bukit Raja for a while cause I want to buy a volleyball... And we went straight to the Royal Sportings House or sumthin like that... And wah... my mom actually let me buy that ball... But quite cheap la so... And baru saja juz now, I was playing with my kakak... XD Nice la. And I went Popular to buy book wrapper. LOL And we went back to fetch my Big Bro and together go visit my grandfather at HTAR... Hope he gets well soon... =( This Thursday, I plan to go watch movie with Mavis, Saw Hui, Wan Nee, Wen Khei, Joey, Heidi and Yi Ern... Hope their parents let. And hope mine too... =\

Ok, nothing to do d.
Actually got la...
Holiday homework... XD
Very lazy la...
'Next time' la...

Doog Eyb~

*我要陪你永不离开~

First Assessment Test

I got most subjects of my marks edi !
And I'm quite satisfied with it~

BM : 80
English : 93
Maths : 100
Science : 83
Geography : 87
History : 83*
Living Skills : 80
P. Moral : 94
Arts :

I happy lo ! Not yet get B.
I still haven't get History and Arts marks but
I think my History can get A cause I studied... XD
But Arts I can get B very happy d.
So hard... No objective also...

I hope History can get 90+
Sigh... Must after holidays only know the rest of the marks.
Sien... I will edit after.
Nothing to say d so
拜拜~

*Why won't you understand ?

Getting Worst...

I'm getting worst...
My homeworks I pass up is not what I did...
I copied...

I'm getting worst...
I'm reading comics when teachers are teaching...
I'm bad...

I'm getting worst...
Teachers chose me to be a prefect but I din't do it well...
I betrayed...

I'm getting worst...
I don't listen to my parents anymore...
I'm sorry...

I'm getting worst...
I scolded my friends and made them unhappy...
I'm inhuman...

So many things I've done to hurt my friends...
So many things I've done to hurt my family...
So many things I've done to hurt myself...

I'm sorry...
I'll try to change...
I hope I can turn out better...

Is this a phase in life ?
Is this a problem I'm having ??
Is this even normal ???

I don't think I'm suitable to be a prefect...
I don't think I'm suitable to be in the first class...
I don't think I'm suitable to have such great friends and family...

Sigh...
I'm sorry... =(

*I'll try to change... =(

路人甲

LOL... Nothing to write la...
Very lazy to post Genting pics... "==
I next time oni post la.

Another 2 weeks till the first exam...
Sien... Homeworks not done...
Dunno how to ulangkaji with so lest time... "==

Torture like mad...
Summore kena choose as prefect.
Wat la Pn. Ding...
So tiring u know...
And very dangerous cause always kena buli de...
Because being called as teacher's pet.

I now percubaan nia la.
Not yet a prefect.
But still...

Sigh... Nothing to write d la...
Nite ~

*你的脸就来要不见在我的记忆里了，路人甲。。。(Shiseido)

CNY so... PONTENG !!!

Today is actually a schooling day but cha'mon !
CNY la ! Oni peeps with no life go to school today... XD
But some of my friends go school today...
*Gulp* "No offend ! Don't kill me !"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The oni reason I celebrate CNY is for a few reasons:

-Angpao
-Gamble
-Food
-Gatherings
- Firecrackers

And 4 days is not enough la...
Must at least 2 weeks... XD
But watever la... I now not in Klang...
I'm chilling out at Cameron High...

I am ready to get killed cause,
my homeworks are still buried somewhere in a messy corner... =D
My angpao receive so less nia...
Not enough for me to buy my school and shut it down...
Good idea rite... C'mon, support me ! =D

I gamble until I lose like crazy...
BlackJack, Mahjong and Big 2...
BlackJack bet from RM1-RM10... "==
Mahjong is 10sen nia... XD
Big 2 is 20 sen each... But still lose... ><

Food is SUPER !!!
food, Food and more FOOD !!!
Got Barbecue la, nasi lemak la, homemade dishes la, steamboat la...
And forget liau... "== Lembab...

Gatherings... Hmm...
I went to 2 edi... The rest all is visit there visit here.
I watched movie oso. All's Well Ends Well 2011

I went with 10+ peeps.
The whole row is ours... XD
Laughed very hard but the show ok la...

I before CNY watched Shaolin

The movie is ok... Recommended la but ok.
Very meaningful. In the end, everybody dies... XD
Seriously...

This year, no firecrackers for me...
I cannot put cause grandma passed away recently...
Feel like not an authentic CNY.
Aiya... can gamble then can edi la...

I don't have pictures yet cause left camera cable at home.
I next post oni post pics la...
But lazy la... "==
Aiya... Wan freeze to death edi.
B-b-b-b-b-ye

*Happy CNY !!!

So Much MORE !!!

SOOO many things to write... What to write first ?
Err... Can differentiate into separated posts ah...
But very ma fan leh... "==
Blur... Blur... ???

Fine, I start with The Mesyuarat thingy first :

Pasukan Pandu Puteri :-

Ketua Pasukan : Tee Wan Nee
P. Ketua Pasukan : Joanna Madinah
Setiausaha : Ng Sin Yee
P. Setiausaha : Sarah Teow Wei Er
Bendahari : Kow Zhin Yee (Me =P)
P. Bendahari : ???
Ketua Buku Log : Leong Saw Hui
Rachel Ng
And many many Ketua Kumpulan and Pen. Ketua Kumpulan... Lazy write... "==

Kelab Bola Tampar :-

(Pengerusi Sesi Pagi wan)
N. Pengerusi : Leong Saw Hui
Setiausaha : Aevyn Quek Ren Fern
P. Setiausaha : ???
Bendahari : Ng Sin Yee
P. Bendahari : ???
AJK : A lot la... Forgot liau... "==
Wakil Ting. 1 : ???
Wakil Ting. 2 : ???

LOL... Sori... Blur...

Persatuan Bahasa Inggeris :-

N. Pengerusi : Aevyn Quek Ren Fern
Setiausaha : Tee Wan Nee
P. Setiausaha : ???
Bendahari : Lee Yi Ling
P. Bendahari : ???
AJK Permainan : Loo Lian Qi
AJK Papan Kenyataan : Michelle Chay Wen Li
AJK Persembahan : Kow Zhin Yee ("== Dunno wat to do oso)
Wakil Ting. 1 : ???
Wakil Ting. 2 : Nuraina Amirah

Kelas 2A :-

Guru Ting. : Cik Nur Afida Zulkifli
Ketua Ting. : Yong Yoke Yun
Pen. Ketua Ting. : Intan Aida
Setiausaha : Loo Lian Qi
Bendahari : Nurul Hazwani
Ketua Akademik : Nuraziliana
Ketua Disiplin : Kow Zhin Yee (Moo~ "==)
Ketua Kebersihan : Alya Nurafiqah
Ketua Keceriaan : Saffira
Ketua Perabot : Aqilah Batrisyia
Banker : Wong Yee Ping
Pen. Banker : Valerie Chai Kim Lian

I a lot of ???... "== Too blur edi....
Ok la, that's done... Next... Ermm...

My grandma passed away last Sat morning....
She died at about 0000 hrs +
We had a funeral for her for 3 days...
R.I.P. Grandma... =(

Now is holiday d so... Happy Holidays ! =)
For the people who are celebrating CNY, Happy Chinese New Year ! =D
I cannot celebrate cause grandma juz passed away recently... =\
Well, my homeworks are lying around...
So, 再见~

*But obviously, I won't do it... XD

BUSY !!!

Ahh !!! I woke up late today so not much time to post.
Juz a simple one to say I not free to post once in a while.
Maybe I'll continue in the weekends or if I wake up early.

And on more thing, today we're voting for
Unit Beruniform and Kelab/Persatuan !
I dunno who becomes Pengerusi for Pandu...

Ok la... Seriously must go.
Bye !!!

WTH ?!

SO FAST THEN FINISH HOLIDAY EDI AH ?!!!

NOT READY !!!

*Breathe*Breathe*

"== My homework juz finished nia...

Did for more than 3 days...

I very ho liau. I 29th of DEC oni start doing.

Juz finished at 10.30pm...

Blew my vuvuzuela and screamed "YEAH !!!"

Like Usher... XD

I think I'm gonna burn the papers later at midnight...

I think the baldy won't mine... But... WHO CARES !!!

I hope he burst a vein or something...

XD That'll be fun to watch...

Video it and post it on Facebook or Youtube !

I mean, c'mon, must share the fun and happiness ! =D

Kk... Enough with insults...

I don't even think we should do the homework...

The first week, teachers pasti busy with Form 1 students de ma...

They have to:

• Give them a diagnostic test to see who is the most cleverest la
• Then, mark the papers la
• Then, tell them their class is which la
• Then, perhimpunan for dunno wat boring thing la
• Then, everybody get stuck inside the tiny dewan for lecture la
• Then, need to vote who is Class Monitor and the class stuffs la
• Then, intro ourselves to teachers la (But they will never remember unless you're popular with them or they have some super memory or sumthin so wat's the use ?)
• Then, have to go to Unit Beruniform, Kelab, and Permainan meeting to vote for Pengerusi and AJKs la

You see la ! So many stuff to do..

They maybe forget the homework edi...

They made me use finish 2 or 3 pens !

"== So frustrating...

Sigh... I think later go and spend the last 12 hours before schooling with some milo ice and movies... =D

I bought The Twilight Saga: Eclipse in Genting on the 31st of Dec.

So many stuffs to tell la...

But no pics to show. Yet...

Hmm...

I wait until I steal the camera from my bro first oni write bout it...

So for now,

Eyb~

*I hope u had a wonderful New Year !