Jolly Christmas Mood

Heyyyyyaaaaa!!!
It's December already and everywhere is decorated with pine trees and ornaments!
The bling-ies are everywhere and glitter stars! :D
Don't forget artificial snow in Malaysia. T_T

WHY! WHY U NO SNOW!!!
I've never experienced real snow before. :(
I hope I'll get the chance one day. :)
I'M YOUNG ANYWAY! >:D

Last Sunday me and my parents went shopping at Setia City Mall!
My two brothers were too busy sleeping. -_-

There's this huge Christmas Tree in the mall.
It's decorated kao kao with so many blings and ornaments. XD

I used professional photographer stance to take this pic. 
Well, sorta. XD
I had to lie on the floor to take it. Can la~ :D

I saw this uncle taking pictures of ornaments and stuff and an idea struck me.

My face was reflected on the ornament's surface.
I took this photo and put it as my profile picture. :D

It was a very happy day cause of the clothes and stuff.
I even bought a pants and two shirts! :)

Sorry the colour's a bit off.
The colours are actually very pretty!
Well, I wish for a better camera next time. :)

Anyways, yesterday I finally got to watch Rise of the Guardians!

The movie made me cry and cry non-stop. TTATT

Jack Frost is such a lonely dude!
I would've hugged him right then if he was real.
But I do wanna believe that he is real. :)
He is waaaayyyyy too handsome to be fake. XD

The little elfs are also really cute. :D
Not to mention the other guardians like Easter Bunny, Sandman and Tooth Fairy. :)
Santa Claus is huge though! 

I sorta pity Pitch Black.
He's lonely too.
TOO BAD HE'S UGLY! XD
Okok, sorry Boogeyman. :3

After the show I went to buy Fifty Shades Darker.

I've read halfway already.
I think it's better than the first book.
More interesting storyline but I dunno yet la.
Maybe the other half of the book is shit.
Read finish first. :)

Today, I went to work on my first job, ever!
It was sorta tiring and my back aches.
Worked for 4 and a half hours and earned RM65. :)
It's the first time I earn real money. :D

Went to eat Nando's after that.
Chose the RM150 set and ate like a king.
HAHAHHA!!! Fat dao siao d. :3
Then went to Speedy to buy Th God of Gamblers II.
Actually wanted to buy Digimon disc but no movie.
The series discs damn expensive. /_\

I wanted to buy Digimon discs cause last midnite, me and my brothers watched 4 Digimon movies we bought last time. XD
It was Cantonese version and it rocked!
Made me reminisce about my childhood.

Well, after buying the disc me and my 2nd bro secretly went to H&M to buy a scarf for our big brother.
He's going US soon and it's gonna snow so we decided to buy him a scarf as a gift. :)

It's not much but at least it's something. :)
I hope he'll like it.

That's all for today's post!
I'mma gonna go watch The God of Gamblers II ler.
Good nite~ :)

*那是我们都会不去的童年。

Cousin Wedding!

Ah Be kor kor is finally married! After so long, they are officially husband and wife. :)

Don't they just look cute together! ^_^
Both so skinny. Jelly die me. T_T
Hope their love will last forever~ 

My photography good leh. XD
Sigh... Camera pro la, not me. :\
Hungry? Get ready for the next photo.

NICE BO?!!! XD (Not taking no for an answer)
By the way.... That bread is not real. .___.
I know rite? Disappointing weyh!
Never mind la. Go cook maggi mee k. 

I went Miri from 23rd-25th November to attend my cousin's wedding there. 
His wife is from Miri so we flew all the way there to shake hands and dinner and stuffs.
I didn't take a lot of photos from the dinner in Miri so no photos from there la k. 
I'mma lazy photographer. :3

Came back to Klang and the feeling was awesome!
No place like home. <3>
I straight come back from Miri then I go watch Breaking Dawn II with my siblings d. :)
The movie was awesome. The fights and stuff. 
Thank you, director. :)

Hehehe.
Thanks bro, for taking me to watch the movie I've been dying to watch. :)

Then the week after that leh my dad took us go watch Life of Pi!

The movie was awesome, again. XD 
The images were wonderful and really vivid.
I guess it's defined as vivid. .__. 
Aiya dunno how explain la. Go watch yourself. :P
Ok then, moving on. :3

The next Saturday, means yesterday, I woke up ao early to my aunt's house.
They have this 娶新娘 occasion.
Go to the bride's place and drive her to the groom's place.
Typical Chinese people wedding stuffs. :)

Me and my siblings arrived late cause we were sleepy-heads and my relatives all zhao go the bride's place d. .__.
So we ate nasi lemak and chicken while waiting lo. :3
They arrived after 1hour or something and we POPPED CONFETTI! :DDD

The place was a mess after that. XD
Well, 开心就好。:)
My family and everybody went inside to take photo with the newly-weds!
Here's our photo:

Nice nice!!! (Y) :D
Then the "tea" ceremony:

Don't forget the angpow!!! >:D

Hehehe. Angpows are the best. XD
The afternoon went pretty usual. 
At night pulak we have dinner!
Oh god, FOOD.
Hahahahahaha, the food were extremely delicious!
I would've licked my fingers if I weren't in a formal dinner.
OH WAIT! I think I did. .__. *oh god why moment*

Nevermind la. :3
It really was tasty. XD
Here's a pic of me and my brother's girlfriend:

I noe I noe, I am fat. T_T
But hey, at least I tried to look my best. :(
The makeup made me look funny and weird. Mostly weird.
Aiya, once in a while nevermind ba. :)
Here's another one near the cake:

I am so not photogenic. -_-"
My smile look so cacat-ed.
Oh well, this is me. :)
My siblings and I took a photo together as well:

This is the pic that I look ugliest of all. >_<
CAMERA! Y U NO MAKE ME LOOK SKINNY! D:
Sui bian la sui bian la! Fat jiu fat la!

I took 2 photos that I'm really proud of.
I combined them together:

The first one I focused on the guy pic behind.
The second one I focused on the girl in front.
Make the image like a guy watching the girl from behind. :D
Nice mou? :)
I hope it is. ^_^
The box is a little gift they gave at the dinner.
It contains candies inside! :DDD

Well, that's all for my cousin's wedding.
Bye bye!

*祝你们永远恩恩爱爱，白头到老。

失望的我。

Yesterday after maths was super awkward. Kang Hua, Leong Teck n Wen Ying 姐姐 was talking to each other while I just sat at the side there watching them. Kang Hua had a new phone. Samsung Y, I think. He was learning how to use it. Leong Teck and Wen Ying 姐姐 kept laughing at his stupidity. He seemed to have been living under a rock for a long time. He did not know how to use a smartphone. I sat there, awkward-ing with my "snake phone". :( I was pretty sad, actually. Sigh... 

I don't have the right to say that my parents treat me badly by not buying me a smartphone. I rejected an offer by my father. He asked me whether I wanted a Samsung Y. I don't like the display of the phone so I turned him down. I was actually hoping my parents would buy me a smartphone after I finished my PMR. Guess not. :( I think to myself, what's the use of studying so hard and diligently. I know it's for me but I was hoping they'll reward me with something. Motivation is really important y'know. Sigh....

随便吧。Whatever I do they'll think I'm spending time on the computer doing unnecessary stuffs. Even if I did good stuffs, they'll only remember my bad stuffs. If it's like this, what's the point. At least I'm going badminton later. Release some stress.

I'm hungry. Bye.

*多的是，你不知道的事。

我开始老了。

Wow... Just wow. My last post seems to be ages ago. What the hell happened to my interest in blogging. My diary? My blog? I guess I'm just too tired.... Or lazy, perhaps. Procrastination became my middle name.

Could you believe that we're actually in November already? It seems like it was just yesterday when I got my UPSR results. I cried, I laughed, and most importantly, I had fun. Everybody jumping around and screaming. UNO cards which were not used appropriately for its purpose. Hahaha, "Black Jegathesan"... :\ 

The year flew by quite fast. Form 3 was hard. I had to go through a number of hardships. Friends come and go, homework were given, stress filled the air. Holidays were always appreciated. When holidays came, it felt like breathing air for the first time after being underwater for a long, long time.

PMR? Well, well. PMR... Hmm, how to describe it.

It was the first day. We were gathered at the place of assembly near the stage. Everybody was feeling nervous with a little tinge of excitement. At 8 o'clock on the dot, we were sent to our respective halls for our first paper. We waited while the head of invigilator told us about the rules and stuff. 10 minutes passed and the only sound I heard was, "Start". I quickly picked a pen and flipped the pages, trying to find the easy ones. I tried not to panic when I don't know a question. I calmed myself and rest my eyes. When I felt at peace, I opened my eyes and started to do the questions that was once, a challenge. Time flew by and before we know it, the day was over. The next few days were almost the same. On the last day, I finished my test early and requested to be excused. I came out and read Kemahiran Hidup, my worst subject. I tried to memorise and understand the concept but to no avail. At that moment I though, "Heck it!" and slammed the book. Hard. It was my decision. No matter how hard I tried to wish it away, the time came for the last subject, Kemahiran Hidup. Everybody's mind must've been thinking the same thing, "Let's just get this over with." A miracle came over, I actually did know the answers to most of the questions. I scribbled hardly on the papers, with only answers in my head. Time ticks by and it was finally the end. No screams erupted, which was a surprise. I guess everyone was just too shocked. When I regain consciousness, it finally dawned upon me that the dreadful test was over. I felt more than alive. I hugged my friends. Wherever I go, smiles were everywhere. We are survivors of the test, PMR.

Hahahaha... That is the memory I had of PMR. It seems so far away now. Super far away. All the promises made to go out together, the movies we promised to watch, the things we wanted to do, never did they happen. Look now, I'm sitting here in this warm room of mine typing this instead of doing the things I thought I was gonna do after PMR.

It seems to be more stressful now as compared to PMR. Tuition everyday, double the homework and triple the stress. Form 4 started and I didn't want it to happen. Things were different and I can't easily adapt to all these changes. Although it's never easy, I still have to. It's a must. I went back to mapling. Sean(Speargatory) and Victor(OwnYourPro) welcomed me with opened arms. I felt thankful to them. They are really, really great friends. Earning money was my main objective. I finally managed to earn 1billion. I stopped a while later on. Felt a little bored. 

All the other boys I used to talk to was never there anymore, except for 1. Of course it's Brian. He is as guai lan as ever, but that's why he's my friend. I never want him to change. :) Getting through each day has become more than a habit. It became a task. By having friends to talk to, music that describes me and oxygen in the air, I'm able to get by more easily.

Thanks for listening to me. I have to continue next time. I have to rush for tuition. Bye. :)

*也许我也美丽，值得一个奇迹。

After My Birthday

Today's 22nd May already.

Time flies past so quickly.

I still remember the first time I stepped into this school.

With a heart of pure innocence and ignorance.

I never knew that I would be this bitchy.

I guess you can call it, my puberty.

Last week and this week, is my Mid-Year Exam.

I noe I noe, I'm really gonna get screwed if I don't do this properly.

Sigh.... But it's my birthday on the 16th....

I wanna have my freedom for at least a day please.

I had a blast with Mavis, Sin Yee, Lian Qi, Aevyn, Joey & Wan Nee.

Mavis' cousin is cute too. :)

I can't believe Sin Yee called Brian. -_-

WTH.... Shy die me...

Luckily, he didn't go, or I'd die blushing there... @_@

Cam whores~ 

 They did it while I was outside. :)

Birthday shaved-ice for my cake. :DDD

They put the ice on my face !!!

U see itu dua buat apa. =_=

That's Lian Qi and Heidi's hands. -_-

Kiss together ma :3

Eeeeee~ :DDDD

 Joey's turn to make a wish~ :)

老公 feeding 老婆。:3

After that Aevyn, Joey, Sin Yee, Heidi and Wan Nee go tuition d.

Mavis and his cousin dunno go where.

Lian Qi jalan balik her aunty house.

And I went to Delta wait for my brother.

I was secretly hoping you would come out to wish me

"Happy Birthday ! :D Why are you here ?"

But of course, it didn't happen...

Well, May is birthday month for me and my brothers.

3rd, 8th then 16th. :D

Happy Birthday 大哥！

Happy Birthday 二哥！

Make a wish~

My happy family <3

And guess what my friends gave me :D

Love it! Especially that lil' cow XD

Btw, I made a crazy bet with Lian Qi, Aevyn, Wan Nee & Sin Yee.

I must find a boyfriend in 1 year, starting on my birthday.

Oh God Why did I made the bet.... -_-

Where to find la deyh ???

Don't tell me I nidda suddenly tap someone's shoulder and say,

"Would you be my boyfriend? *retarded face*"

Sigh.... I just gotta see how it goes...

Maybe they'll forget it :3

Oh well, it's gonna be school holidays soon.

2 weeks, babeh~!

First week I'm gonna go out with friends.

I'm not gonna rot at home facing the computer 24hrs. -_-"

Maybe Sunway for some ice skating? :DDD

Or Jusco for a movie? :)

Or Setia City Mall just for fun? XD

So much to choose but the ultimate challenge is:

"Mum ah~ You look so pretty today lah.

Err... Can let me go out with my friends?" :DDDD

I noe, that sucks but I dunno how d.... :(

Whatever, see how.

2nd week !!!!

Jeng, jeng, jeng, jeng~...!

I'm going....... ON A CRUISE !!!!

OMFG !!! I can't wait !!! XDDDDDDDDDDD

Imagine all the stuffs and..... FOOD !!!

Ooh.... Maybe I'll find a bf there... XD JKJK lar~

Oh ya, you'd never believe how I look with makeup...

Here it goes:

Argh!!! Look like a freak >_<

But nevermind la.... At least I tried.... 

Next time don't makeup until so kaolat d...

*Actually, I wrote this post on 18th May

but took too long to upload the photos.

Ended up posting on the 22nd 

so I changed the dates and stuff.

Can lar~ XD*

Okies.... Nothing to post d.

Byes~ :DDD

*You may say I'm a dreamer....

有好转

Aevyn and Sin Yee finally talked to me !
But they still prefer to talk to Wan Nee they all than me.
Nevermind :) It's a start!

我会继续加油！
希望能带给大家快乐！
One day, we will be close again once more ! :D

Hmm.... Nothing to talk about actually...
OH! Next week is exam time.
Not really preapred actually.
But it's not like I prepared for any exam before. -_-

I want to score As!
But I'm just to freakin lazy....
I'm even lazy to bath...
WTH is wrong with me... -_-

Torturing students with exams.
N U NOE WHAT ?!
The school is too poor to buy OMR paper for students.
If you no $$ to even give that, don't do exam la !

Waste our $$ dunno do wat.
Buy those BK bas that ppl throw aside ?
Do air-cond in the library that nobody uses ?
Or freakin just eat our money ?

Sigh.... I seriously speechless la.
It's too late to change school.
N this school sucks.

Sigh.... Gotta prepare for tuition d.
I hope something good will happen...
Bye~

*喜欢你却没能放低你，舍不弃可否给我再识你

距离很远。。。

I feel like I'm drifting further away from my friends.
Especially from Sin Yee and Aevyn.
I don't talk to them much anymore.
It's like one day, they just stopped talking to me.

I've always been trying to talk to them,
But it just turns to worse.
Aevyn has too much secrets that she doesn't share.
Sin Yee is sometimes very harsh.

I know, I know.
I'm harsh too but c'mon.
We're friends!
We're suppose to do everything together...
Laugh, sing, cry.... Everything....

Can't you see the pain in my eyes when I'm left out?
Can't you see I'm hurt when you guys leave me alone?
Did I do anything wrong that offended you?

I don't want the rest of my school life to become like this...
Even if you guys gossip, I also wanna hear... :(
It feels so hurtful when you guys throw me aside.
Don't make me feel lonely... Please.... It sucks.

Don't you remember Form 1?
When we first met?
When we were always laughing together?
When we were always singing together?
When we were always talking about everything?
 I miss it.... Real much...

对不起。。。
若我做错了些什么。。。
真得很对不起。。。
我们回去当时很快乐的时候好吗？
求求你们。。。别丢下我一个。
我真得很孤单。。。
我很需要你们，陪我一起。。。

*孤单的我，很想念你们。。。